I definitely need more sleep than the average bear. I can't even concentrate on one task at a time. I swear I went to my computer three times yesterday to turn on piano music because it helps me think, ... and since I wasn't.......... I forgot. Finally after a day of spacing out I remembered to turn on the music and successfully put in one whole hour of homework. I'm so behind.
I'm cranky damn it.
I realized, last night, over a frosty mug of beer, that I have lots of things in my life. Like most people, I have sleep, hygiene and sustenance. You know, survival stuff. Then there's the work hours, the family time, volunteer hours, classes, homework, exercise and marital work (if it's not on the list, it doesn't get done), and we're only really talking about the daily stuff right? Not the weekly bathroom cleanings and all that, which is fine since I don't really do that crap anyway. (Anyone know of a really good cleaning person?) So, I have all this stuff right and so does everyone else, I'm sure. The only bummer is that I don't prioritize them by what is most efficient. For instance, sleep and exercise helps the homework, family time and marriage. But instead I prioritize by what is most enjoyable. Frosty mugs of beer are one of those things, episodes of John Stewart and Stephen Colbert are some others... So I give up sleep, just for a few nights and before I know it, I'm exhausted again and choosing to skip out on exercise and my whole world slips down the toilet. This week the hubby and I were watching a borrowed season of Boston Legal. Ps, tv time does not count as marital work since it doesn't allow for talking or connecting, but hushing and leaving reality, hence, the shitter. I gave up on sleep, I'm ready to give up the gym and homework is slipping. ~Pooped again~
See, World. I know I'm not the only one. We get greedy, devour our own lives and then shit ourselves out. I'm shitting myself out all over this blog, can't you tell. Stinks doesn't it?
I'm going to bed. Maybe I'll clean this shit up in the morning.
This morning I prioritized. It looks good. I give it a week.
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